Please - none of that

 "Beloved husband, father, grandfather."

My wife thinks I'm being morbid when I talk about this. But I really don't want the standard stuff on my headstone. If the worst happens, please don't give me the standard, boring epitaph. 

I'm thinking something more like: "I didn't even know I was sick."

If anyone reads this entry, please point my kids here. Kids - when you read this, this is my one request should the worst happen in the next few months.

It's just me trying to be prepared. I we were going to totally ignore being prepared, mom and I wouldn't have already paid for the plots.

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