This journal is to organize and keep my thoughts from initial surprise (shock) of being told I have a giant mass on my left kidney, through the emotional ups and downs involved in dealing with what I'm facing today as I unwillingly become a cancer survivor.
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The call came in at 3:20 PM today. I jumped when I saw the 626 area code.
I need to show up tomorrow at 6AM at Helford. No eating or drinking after midnight.
It's been a couple of weeks since I posted because I've been feeling great! The surgery chapter officially closed on September 28th with my post surgery follow-up and had all the restrictions released. That doesn't mean that the book is closed though because, well, cancer. Chapter 2 is about to begin. More about that later. Now that I've had a little time to reflect, I wanted to capture some of those thoughts before I forget: Thank goodness for that annual physical: This started the whole thing. A marginally high calcium reading in a standard blood panel. I've only been doing this for maybe 5 years. Before that, I was a healthy 60 year old male. Right? Take away : If you don't have an annual physical exam, I would recommend you find the time. The initial shock : I think this is normal. Getting a call from an oncologist an hour after a CT scan can never be good news. When the doctor asked me "Do you have any questions?" I really didn't know how ...
(Note: I was drained by the happenings yesterday (Tuesday) that even though I started this entry late Tuesday, I had trouble focusing and finishing. I'm putting the final touches on this Wednesday morning). The toughest part is just not knowing. If I know I can prepare myself. But if I don't know, then I need to figure out how to appear positive on the outside while always being mentally prepared for the worst. So today, when I got some good news, it was very hard to contain myself. Yesterday I spent the day at City of Hope getting three things done - nuclear bone scan, a CT of my chest, and a CT of by abdomen and pelvis. The doc is looking for a couple things, both pretty scary: #1: Has the cancer spread? The bone scan will tell him if the cancer has mestastacized into my bones (the initial problem that my hematologist was trying to figure out was high calcium levels in my blood). Likewise, the chest CT will help the doctors determine if the cancer has spread there. #2: How b...
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